121212 Happy VIDay!

Happy 22nd Birthday Seungri Oppa! Chukae Panda!!

Stay Hot!!

Stay Cool!!

Stay Handsome!!

Stay Cute!!

Thanks for being a NAUGHTY FUNNY HYPERACTIVE Big Bang Maknae who heats up the VIP crowd all the time!! Glad to have you as my BIAS in Big Bang! Appreciate that you never forget the moments in Malaysia & tell the world we're AWESOME! Proud to be a VIP! 


I'll never forget what you said to us: "MALAYSIA HAS THE BEST CROWD EVER!!" 
*although you said the same thing at every concerts. haha.*




Love from, 
forever-your-VIP-FANS ><

So Sick.....

1 week of mid-sem break was over just like that. STUPID BLOODY assignments & reports! Wasted my holiday time just to complete!! Sobsob. Had a bowl of LAKSA for the whole week! 不甘心!!! But I was bloated with 2 times of steamboat & western cuisine once. Over-ate Beef & mutton. haha. Promised myself just to have KUCHING LOCAL FOOD but it ended up like this.

Whatever. Today is the 2nd day after I'm back in KL. No lectures for the whole day. I'm neither happy nor sad. I'm quite sure I'm SUPER SICK with so many assignments with similar topics & stick with the same group members!! Just to strongly mention that I'm not sick with sticking with the same group members. But I'm so confused with the assignments I have now!

Here are my assignments:

• PSP Food Intake thick report
• PSP Physical Activity thick report
• PSH creative presentation about adolescences nutritional issues + 10 pages written report
• PSH photo album about myself
• Psikologi Perkembangan presentation + written paperwork
• TITAS presentation + written paperwork
• 5 Continuous AM lab reports

Some lecturers are so stingy until they don't even explain on the format for the paperwork to us! STUPID!! Do you think this will help either us or you???? *Frustrated*

Of course I have to deal with that STUPID HC thingy!!! Gonna start to help out on Karnival Usahawan next month for 3 weekends!! Why do I sacrificing my time for this thing??!!! You better give me 2 credit hours to kesian me!!! D:

I'm super duper sick to face the laptop for 24 hours everyday! Can't watch tv, using laptop to watch dramas! Can't do hand-written reports & paperwork, using laptop to type every single words in the Microsoft Word! Presentation also uses laptop to do for Powerpoint Slideshows! Laptop! It's not that I'm falling in love with you ok?

I'm not HOMESICK but I'm just feel so sick right now! *don't know what am I talking about. Lolz* Alright! Calm down here! 4 more lecture weeks to complete all assignments & reports! Then I can have 2 weeks of PEACEFUL STUDY WEEKS! The most importantly is I'M GOING BACK HOME FOR XMAS!!!!! Although xmas celebration in my hometown is not as 'shiock' as in KL, I think it's the BEST to celebrate with my FAMILY! 


God, please give me strength to continue on! I know I'll have better days with Your guide! :)

BIG BANG!

27.10.2012

The BEST night ever this year!

Finally I get to meet Korean idols!

'B' to the 'I' to the 'G' BANG!

BIG BANG!

Thanks Anis for getting Cat 7 188 bucks ticket for me!

Although I wanted the cheapest 98 bucks ticket at first.

I was not as crazy as the rest of VIPs.

I was not a REAL fan of Big Bang yet.

Apparently this night turned me to become a VIP!

These 5 princes have the power to change my friend Jasmine & I to become Big Bang maniacs!

Prove: Check out our FB statuses & tweets everyday. :P

GD~~T.O.P~~TAEYANG~~SEUNGRI~~DAESUNG~~

You guys are too AWESOME!

Talented in both dancing & singing!

They didn't show their exhausted faces throughout the whole night!

I will not forget this memorable night!

LOVE BLUE OCEAN mission & HARU-HARU Acoustic version!

Bias no. 1: G-DRAGON

Bias no. 2: VIC Seungri

KAMSAHAMIDA for LOVING MALAYSIA VIPs! 

 

Procrastination

It is just so happen that I'm still being a LAZY one to update my blog. 

Urgghhhh.

My dearest Bloggie,

Sorry. I promise I'll 'play' with you soon. 

Say goodbye to Miss procrastinator please! :/

LOUSY ME!

150212, semester 1 result day.

I don't like you.

How can I get such result?

I don't understand.

Put so much effort everyday.

Did coloured notes with my whole set of expensive Stabilo colour pens for every subjects.

Studied from 8am-11pm everyday during study week.

Answered all the questions for every exam papers confidently.

I expect more than this, but you really disappoint me.

Why most of them can get good results but still complain this and that???

What did I do wrong?

I don't think outing once a week is a problem.

At least I repay it by reading lecture notes for a while after each outing day.

I don't think studying while listening to music is a problem too.

Because this is my study method and only then I can focus.

WHAT'S THE PROBLEM???????

Fine. Even though I never pay attention during almost every lecture classes, not because I did it on purpose, but I really did my best to overcome the lecturers' "lullaby"!

Have a deep thought about this, but still can't find a satisfied reason to comfort myself.

I'm not sure whether this is the problem.

Honestly, I'm trying hard to gain interest on this course.

Just because of the science degree certificate and let my parents to be happy, I need to sacrifice my 4 years time.

If I have the money and the power to choose, I won't have choose this.

Sometimes I really think that practise musical instruments every hour, read composers history and do musical theory are easier that Biochemistry, Physiology and Nutrition.

At least I have the "FLAME" in the inner heart.

As I know, I think that one that has the "flame" to do things which he/she likes a lot will receive better output.

So that's not me!

But I'm still not sure whether I really like this course or not? I really have the heart to continue on or not? Am I really want to be one or not in future?

What if I regret to take it?

What if time can travel back?

What if I don't accept scholarship?

What if I choose music as my career?

NO WAY!! I can't have the "WHAT IF" thinking anymore. It's too late to change my mind.

If time really travels back, I wish I can reject JPA scholarship and think carefully whether to continue to take this course or not. If I still get such result for semester 2, at least I can pursue music instead of this.

But all I can say now is: EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

Hopefully I can find out the reason for what is happening now.

Maybe like what my parents said, "You've tried your best. Maybe you haven't adapt the university life. Try hard again next semester."

Maybe like what a friend told me, "You'll try even harder for next semester to improve right? Get this result also benefits you."

I'm neither doing what I love,nor loving what I do now.

I'm neither study hard nor study smart.

I don't know why I want to be a smarty.

I'm not that smart and I don't want to be one of them.

I'm tired to let people be impressed of me.

I'm tired to achieve people's expectations about me.

I'm tired to be kiasu.

I'm tired to chase a success for myself anymore.

I'm really tired.

I just want to be the real me.

God! Please guide me to continue on! I lost my directions!

I can't just give up like this.

I'm sure you can lift me up and give me the confidence to get a 3 pointer for next semester.

I believe you as you gave me a result which passes the JPA pointer requirement although I don't satisfied with it.

Still can't hang a smile on my face. Forcing myself to be happy and have a positive thinking. :(

First post of 2012

First Semester break is finally here!

I'm at home now!

After 4 months staying at hustle-and-bustle air polluted city,

I'm tired of walking and using public transport to travel around KL.

Although it's fun to ride those LRT, KTM, monorail and Rapid KL as a "sakai" like me.

I'll enjoy as much as possible in Kuching within this 1 month ++ holiday!

Don't want to think of exam results anymore.

I bet it sucks!

The craziest stuff I did this week: I CHOPPED OFF & DYED MY HAIR!

I cut my hair too SHORT unexpectedly!

I dyed my hair too RED accidentally!

Ps: Don't ask me why. I don't know what to answer too! :P

As a FOOD LOVER,

I'll miss KL foods which I can't find in hometown!

As a SHOPAHOLIC,

I'll miss window shopping around KL shopping malls that I LOVE a lot!

As a TRAVELLER,

I'll miss travelling around KL and sight-seeing!

As a STUDENT,

I won't miss you campus & hostel! ><

Chinese New Year eve is tomorrow!

So excited!

Wanna eat a lot without concerning about calories & nutrients!

It's an once-a-year event!

The only thing that I'm sick of now is CNY songs.

Urghhhhh.

HAPPY CNY to all my friends & families!

Happy Dragon Year! :)

A True Meaning of Christmas for me :)

It's that time of year again. December has come and with it all the joys of Christmas. But what is the real meaning of Christmas? Is it the gifts under the tree, the lights in the windows, the cards in the mail, turkey dinners with family and friends, snow in the yard, stockings hanging in the living room, and shouts of "Merry Christmas" to those who pass us in the streets? Is this really Christmas?

For many people, Christmas is a time of sorrow. They don't have the extra money to buy presents for their children, family, and friends. Many are saddened at Christmastime when they think of their loved ones who will not be able to come home for various reasons. Turkey dinners may be only a wish and not a reality for some.

Yet, Christmas can be a season of great joy. It is a time of God showing His great love for us. It can be a time of healing and renewed strength. You see, Christmas is when we celebrate the birth of the Christ child. God sent His Son, Jesus, into the world to be born. His birth brought great joy to the world. Shepherds, wise men, and angels all shared in the excitement of knowing about this great event. They knew this was no ordinary baby. The prophets had told of His coming hundreds of years before. The star stopped over Bethlehem just to mark the way for those who were looking for this special child.

Why did He come? Why did God send His son to this sometimes cruel and hard world? He sent Jesus to us so that one day, He would grow up to become a very important part of history. His story (history) is one of truth, love, and hope. It brought salvation to all of us. Without Jesus, we would all die in our sins.

Jesus was born so one day the price could be paid for the things we have done that are wrong. The Bible says that all have sinned. We are all born with a sin nature. We do things that do not please God. Through the sins of Adam and Eve, we have all inherited that sin nature. We need to have that removed. The only way is through Jesus. Jesus came so He could die on the cross for ALL of our sins. If we believe that Jesus died for our sins, we can ask Him to come into our hearts and forgive us. Then, we are clean and made whole. We can know that heaven is a place where we can go to when this life is over.

We can truly be happy at Christmas! No matter what may be happening, we can know that we are His children. We then become sons and daughters of God. Heaven will be our home one day.

Look at Christmas in a new way this year. This is the year to invite Jesus into your heart. You will then have a "Merry Christmas." The joy and peace you will receive will last all year as you look to God for all your needs to be met.

Jesus Is The Reason For The Season! Rejoice!