It's been a while that I didn't update my blog. I'm really sorry. I'm quite lazy to update it regularly. The internet connection here is not really good.
Before I want to start my 2011 journey with a peaceful heart, just wanna recoil back what I did for last year! Time machine! Bring us back to 2010 now! *poof*
January: I'm free from uniform, text books, nonsense rules! Weeeeee! But I miss my school very much especially the canteen food! I went school to visit band & helped my juniors during audition. Just realise that my juniors are graduated like me now. I feel old!
February: Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day! Of course I chose to celebrate CNY instead of Valentine's Day right? I'm proud to be SINGLE! Had lots of fun with family and friends. Hope that I can spend my CNY time with them again this year. I should plan properly. I have only 3 days to celebrate CNY in 2011! It's not enough for me!
March: Did nothing actually. Since no more homework & co-curriculum activities, I worked with my mum. I used to complain a lot that the only stuff I can do was playing piano everyday, and now I really miss my piano very very much! I really wish that I only need to play piano or violin and join orchestra to gain money! I really envy those people who can join orchestra! Since I choose this biology pathway, I should not regret now.
April: The most kan-chiong moment in 2010! SPM result day! JPA Interview! Pre-uni result day! I was quite satisfied with my SPM result. I didn't cry! It's true! haha! But EST killed me! Arghhhh! First interview experience in my life (prefect's interviews are excluded). It was quite an interesting day & I met Fiona & Marilyn! Although I didn't get JPA scholarship, but I know that God will give me what I want in my life! Pre-uni made me in dilemma that time. It was a Friday. I went to register for UCSI A Levels in the morning. In the afternoon, I suddenly got a message. It said, "Tahniah! Anda terpilih untuk pergi ke Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan." I was pissed off! What the heck? I got it??!! I just applied it for FUN! Fine!
May: My miserable life starts in this month. LAME Orientation week. Seniors bullied juniors. Hate it! I really hate this place! I didn't know why I choose to come here! I complained a lot! Why my friends can get scholarships? Why can they go overseas? Why can they choose places they like to study? Why am I the unlucky one? Why? Why? Why?
June-July: I complained less. I can adopt this lack-of-water environment. I met great friends who treat me like a BABY. I join college choir and become busy like high school. I started to feel the toughness of pre-uni.
August: Mid-term exam semester 1. I thought I was prepared for it. In the end. A piece of SHIT result slip! I finally fell down! I felt numbness! I felt stupid! I nearly give up! I wanna go home! I don't want to continue my journey anymore! I felt tired! I felt that I spent my majority time on unnecessary stuffs instead of studies!
September: I like this month! I met most of my friends! I spent more time with my close friends! Especially my church friends! This was the time that I finally found out something. But I was afraid that I can't grant this wish. I'll wait! Maybe one day that person will realise it.
October: My birthday! I missed my 17th birthday! I got 3 surprises! For my 18th birthday, it was the 1st time I didn't celebrate it with my family & high school friends. I was quite sad because it was my final semester 1 exam too! My birthday versus chemistry paper! Arghhhh! Screwed up! But I was quite surprised that my close friends here bought me a GOOD quality cake that supposed to stick on my face but failed! haha! Thanks buddies!
November: I started my brand new semester 2 life! It's getting tougher compared to semester 1. The lecturers were rushing like crazy to finish the syllabus. 1 new chapter per week. Someone told me this- know your priorities & only take up certain responsibilities. To avoid a piece of shit appears again, I have to remember this quote everyday as my advice. I got my Final Semester result too! I have confidence to get what I want now! I finally can prove that to strike good results, intelligence and hardwork are the most important elements and not luck!
December: No caroling for me. Sad. Family vacation at sabah. happy! Shopping, Church-ing & of course my favourite stuff- Food-ing! This was the time that I should think carefully of my route after matriculation. Pharmacy? Nutrition & Dietetics? Medicine? Dentistry? I don't know what to choose! God! Please help me to pick a right choice!
I have no wish for this new year right now. I just hope that I can get good result in this coming exam! If I smell exam, I can smell holiday! Kuching! I'm coming back again!
The end. XD
