2nd year is coming towards the end in a month time. It's a relief that everything is going to end soon, somehow I still feel that there are bits of sadness that it's going to end soon.
Juniors are going to be seniors soon. I feel glad to see my beloved close juniors that they are growing & adapting well in this inter-varsity life full with temptations & challenges. I feel happy that I'm quite "high profile" among the juniors, even though I don't stay in Kolej anymore. That is why I believe that 'seniors approaching juniors first' is the best way to know them well, instead to act like a boss waiting for them to find you. However, there are few juniors whom I slightly disappointed with. So, don't judge a book by its cover. Anyways, I'll still care them as I know that they're being brainwashed by those evils.
Seniors who are treating me like a little sister & a very good buddy, are leaving uni soon too. This is the most emo part. Seriously I'll "she bu de" them a lot a lot! They're the ones who sincerely treat juniors like friends, not kids that can be bullied. They made me realised this reality world is full of obstacles that we must overcome, especially in dealing with some dramatic IO issues happened in each faculty. They made me choose the correct priorities in uni. They made me awake that result is just a paper, soft skills are what we should develop during these 4 years. I'm going to cherish this short time with them!
Many things have changed. More interesting events are coming up in my uni life. More obstacles & challenges are going to face. More burdens are going to carry. More important responsibilities are going to complete.
Few incidents happened in 2nd year trained me a lot, made me awake that I have many strengths. Being a class treasurer, vice treasurer of JPD club, secretary in CF, treasurer for JPD annual dinner, few posts in events I've involved, & a food service manager for course subject, I realised that I'm a good leader too! Being a good follower doesn't mean you'll forever stay at that level. Through these responsibilities I've carried for a year, now then I know I'm capable in leading a team, able to do multi-tasking & also time management.
God's calling is a miracle. He has given me lots of surprises these days. He helps me to build my pathway. He awakens me that I'm not having a meaningless life. He gives me chances to build up my confidence in life too. He trusts me that I can lead my life well with flying colours.
First of all, I'm selected to be Nutrizone Magazine editor. Secondly, I'm upgraded from a vice to treasurer of JPD club. The third surprise is the most epic one. I'm chosen to be CF President!
It's not a fun joke to be the head of Christian Fellowship, although I'm willing to stay on with the juniors & serve with Him. But being the leader under Him, has questioned me for few days whether I'm capable or not. I kept asking Him: "Lord, why you choose me? Why not the others who are good in Bible Study, Devotion, Praise & Worship, or Fellowship? I don't feel I'm suitable for this highest post." God is great! He answered me through few close friends who I talked to about this matter. They gave me similar answers unintentionally. They said this to me: "I can see you as a CF president. I feel that you can lead this CF well. I know you can make this CF alive again & better than previous years. You just have the CARE gift given from Him, to care the people around you through CF."
27th May 2013, I'm officially the 'boss' for CF. I'm glad that 2 close friends are staying on together with me to lead the new committee members for a better CF! Like what He told us in the bible: Do not troubling about tomorrow. Tomorrow has its own trouble. Today's trouble is enough for today. I believe that He will continue walk with me in every little steps in my life. I can't wait for this final exam to end & anticipating for my 3rd year adventure to come!
