Dear my beloved blog,
So sorry for abandoned you for half a year! Being a 3rd year student is not east. Assignments, reports, presentations coming towards me pile by pile! So exhausted for trying hard not to stress myself. Yeah I'm doing well for this! At least I still can go enjoy for the whole semester! From Perak to Melaka, and the last destination to Penang! That's my dream to be a backpacker traveling alone (ok, this time with a travel buddy) reading the map without knowing anything! Hehe. Week 14 is coming soon! Yay! Going back home for Christmas and New Year again! It's been 3 years continuously, it happens that my study week is to be clashed with my favourite season! Yeeessshhhh!! I won't let myself die along with books of course! That's all from me today. I'll update some throwbacks soon! :)
Love,
Your Master
Thursday, December 12, 2013
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Ups and Downs
I just feel like blogging tonight. Oh yeah, after a long time.
2nd year is coming towards the end in a month time. It's a relief that everything is going to end soon, somehow I still feel that there are bits of sadness that it's going to end soon.
Juniors are going to be seniors soon. I feel glad to see my beloved close juniors that they are growing & adapting well in this inter-varsity life full with temptations & challenges. I feel happy that I'm quite "high profile" among the juniors, even though I don't stay in Kolej anymore. That is why I believe that 'seniors approaching juniors first' is the best way to know them well, instead to act like a boss waiting for them to find you. However, there are few juniors whom I slightly disappointed with. So, don't judge a book by its cover. Anyways, I'll still care them as I know that they're being brainwashed by those evils.
Seniors who are treating me like a little sister & a very good buddy, are leaving uni soon too. This is the most emo part. Seriously I'll "she bu de" them a lot a lot! They're the ones who sincerely treat juniors like friends, not kids that can be bullied. They made me realised this reality world is full of obstacles that we must overcome, especially in dealing with some dramatic IO issues happened in each faculty. They made me choose the correct priorities in uni. They made me awake that result is just a paper, soft skills are what we should develop during these 4 years. I'm going to cherish this short time with them!
Many things have changed. More interesting events are coming up in my uni life. More obstacles & challenges are going to face. More burdens are going to carry. More important responsibilities are going to complete.
Few incidents happened in 2nd year trained me a lot, made me awake that I have many strengths. Being a class treasurer, vice treasurer of JPD club, secretary in CF, treasurer for JPD annual dinner, few posts in events I've involved, & a food service manager for course subject, I realised that I'm a good leader too! Being a good follower doesn't mean you'll forever stay at that level. Through these responsibilities I've carried for a year, now then I know I'm capable in leading a team, able to do multi-tasking & also time management.
God's calling is a miracle. He has given me lots of surprises these days. He helps me to build my pathway. He awakens me that I'm not having a meaningless life. He gives me chances to build up my confidence in life too. He trusts me that I can lead my life well with flying colours.
First of all, I'm selected to be Nutrizone Magazine editor. Secondly, I'm upgraded from a vice to treasurer of JPD club. The third surprise is the most epic one. I'm chosen to be CF President!
It's not a fun joke to be the head of Christian Fellowship, although I'm willing to stay on with the juniors & serve with Him. But being the leader under Him, has questioned me for few days whether I'm capable or not. I kept asking Him: "Lord, why you choose me? Why not the others who are good in Bible Study, Devotion, Praise & Worship, or Fellowship? I don't feel I'm suitable for this highest post." God is great! He answered me through few close friends who I talked to about this matter. They gave me similar answers unintentionally. They said this to me: "I can see you as a CF president. I feel that you can lead this CF well. I know you can make this CF alive again & better than previous years. You just have the CARE gift given from Him, to care the people around you through CF."
27th May 2013, I'm officially the 'boss' for CF. I'm glad that 2 close friends are staying on together with me to lead the new committee members for a better CF! Like what He told us in the bible: Do not troubling about tomorrow. Tomorrow has its own trouble. Today's trouble is enough for today. I believe that He will continue walk with me in every little steps in my life. I can't wait for this final exam to end & anticipating for my 3rd year adventure to come!
2nd year is coming towards the end in a month time. It's a relief that everything is going to end soon, somehow I still feel that there are bits of sadness that it's going to end soon.
Juniors are going to be seniors soon. I feel glad to see my beloved close juniors that they are growing & adapting well in this inter-varsity life full with temptations & challenges. I feel happy that I'm quite "high profile" among the juniors, even though I don't stay in Kolej anymore. That is why I believe that 'seniors approaching juniors first' is the best way to know them well, instead to act like a boss waiting for them to find you. However, there are few juniors whom I slightly disappointed with. So, don't judge a book by its cover. Anyways, I'll still care them as I know that they're being brainwashed by those evils.
Seniors who are treating me like a little sister & a very good buddy, are leaving uni soon too. This is the most emo part. Seriously I'll "she bu de" them a lot a lot! They're the ones who sincerely treat juniors like friends, not kids that can be bullied. They made me realised this reality world is full of obstacles that we must overcome, especially in dealing with some dramatic IO issues happened in each faculty. They made me choose the correct priorities in uni. They made me awake that result is just a paper, soft skills are what we should develop during these 4 years. I'm going to cherish this short time with them!
Many things have changed. More interesting events are coming up in my uni life. More obstacles & challenges are going to face. More burdens are going to carry. More important responsibilities are going to complete.
Few incidents happened in 2nd year trained me a lot, made me awake that I have many strengths. Being a class treasurer, vice treasurer of JPD club, secretary in CF, treasurer for JPD annual dinner, few posts in events I've involved, & a food service manager for course subject, I realised that I'm a good leader too! Being a good follower doesn't mean you'll forever stay at that level. Through these responsibilities I've carried for a year, now then I know I'm capable in leading a team, able to do multi-tasking & also time management.
God's calling is a miracle. He has given me lots of surprises these days. He helps me to build my pathway. He awakens me that I'm not having a meaningless life. He gives me chances to build up my confidence in life too. He trusts me that I can lead my life well with flying colours.
First of all, I'm selected to be Nutrizone Magazine editor. Secondly, I'm upgraded from a vice to treasurer of JPD club. The third surprise is the most epic one. I'm chosen to be CF President!
It's not a fun joke to be the head of Christian Fellowship, although I'm willing to stay on with the juniors & serve with Him. But being the leader under Him, has questioned me for few days whether I'm capable or not. I kept asking Him: "Lord, why you choose me? Why not the others who are good in Bible Study, Devotion, Praise & Worship, or Fellowship? I don't feel I'm suitable for this highest post." God is great! He answered me through few close friends who I talked to about this matter. They gave me similar answers unintentionally. They said this to me: "I can see you as a CF president. I feel that you can lead this CF well. I know you can make this CF alive again & better than previous years. You just have the CARE gift given from Him, to care the people around you through CF."
27th May 2013, I'm officially the 'boss' for CF. I'm glad that 2 close friends are staying on together with me to lead the new committee members for a better CF! Like what He told us in the bible: Do not troubling about tomorrow. Tomorrow has its own trouble. Today's trouble is enough for today. I believe that He will continue walk with me in every little steps in my life. I can't wait for this final exam to end & anticipating for my 3rd year adventure to come!
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Lord, please heal me.
Almighty Father,
Thanks for leading me throughout this university journey.
I'm glad to know You & being Your daughter.
I feel grateful to be a Christian.
I leave everything to You, Lord.
Please forgive my sins.
Please heal me.
I'm super stressed and tired now.
Lord, I feel like giving up now.
Please rescue me from the temptations to give up.
Lord, I trust You that You can guide me and give me answers to solve any problems I'm facing now.
Please look after your poor daughter here as she's going through a lot of challenges in her life.
I believe that You'll be with me all the time.
From,
A faithful little girl.
Thanks for leading me throughout this university journey.
I'm glad to know You & being Your daughter.
I feel grateful to be a Christian.
I leave everything to You, Lord.
Please forgive my sins.
Please heal me.
I'm super stressed and tired now.
Lord, I feel like giving up now.
Please rescue me from the temptations to give up.
Lord, I trust You that You can guide me and give me answers to solve any problems I'm facing now.
Please look after your poor daughter here as she's going through a lot of challenges in her life.
I believe that You'll be with me all the time.
From,
A faithful little girl.
Friday, February 22, 2013
Best.Absolute.Perfect
Currently the BAP wave is so strong around me.
I don't deny BAP is the BEST ROOKIE GROUP for this year among all.
ONE SHOT album is Daebak!
I can replay the songs from the album for few times. :)
YongJae.DaeHyun.HimChan.YongGuk.JongUp.Zelo
Monday, January 28, 2013
Full Stop.
Big Bang Alive Tour finally comes to an END on 27 January 2013. :'(
Can't believe I've been stalking them since after I went to the concert until now.
27 October 2012
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| GD: Malaysia! Make some noise!!! |
A date which I attended my idol's concert (that time still not so crazy about them).
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| Tonight + Hands Up! |
A date which I met my five princes with my own eyes (just ignore the binoculars part).
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| BIG BANG!! |
A date which I enjoyed the most in my entire life.
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| My Favourite moment with Big Bang! |
A date which I finally know about Big Bang and being crazy every day.
A date which TOP said "I'LL REMEMBER ALL OF YOUR FACES!"
A date which I saw GD's SMILEY FACE throughout the concert! :)
A date which DAESUNG kept saying "BAGUS" to Malaysia VIPs.
A date which I saw TAEYANG created a rap "AKU CINTA PADAMU".
A date which SEUNGRI said "MALAYSIA HAS THE BEST CROWD EVER!"
#AliveTourMemories
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| Big Bang! Thanks for choosing Malaysia as one! Kamsahamida! :') |
Big Bang is not a theory, but a group which I think I'll never regret to like besides B2ST.
Not because of their handsome appearance.
But the sincerity and talents from each of them that touched me to like them.
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| G-Dragon's swag |
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| Bingu TOP |
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| Taeyang's every movements |
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| Daesung's angelic voice |
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| Seungri's cuteness |
This boys group has been together for 7 years.
Even though there were some hardships during the past, their determination of giving their BEST to VIPs around the world has touched me a lot.
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| TOUCHED! T.T |
#THANKUBIGBANG for bringing us so much HAPPINESS & AWESOME MEMORIES to the fans!
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| Forever Number 1 |
Oppa oppa!! Take a good rest after 11 months of world tour and continue to strike for the best for solo activities! :D
GD Oppa! Waiting for your solo concert in Malaysia! Don't break your promise! XD
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| Kyeopta! >< |
*still wondering to get myself the concert DVD or not* :S
Thursday, January 10, 2013
MIRACLE 2013
3 weeks of study week passed by just like this.
Christmas & New Year seasons were extremely happy!
Thanks to my family & friends whom I celebrated with during these few weeks.
This is the first time I feel so relax during exam week.
Not sure if my brain was functioning well or even
functioning on study weeks or not.
Whatever is in mind just "shoot"
onto those 5 papers!
Miracle happens now!
3 papers down & I was glad GOD is always be with me.
I don't care whether I did well in these papers or not.
At least I feel satisfied with the efforts I put into.
Hwaiting for the last 2 papers!
*currently waiting for CNY shopping & semester break! yay!*
Motto for 2013: RELAX WHILE YOU CAN, ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN. THIS IS LIFE! :D
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