Emo Blog

Like what Evelynn said,

Life is full of WHYs.

I'm so sorry if I did anything wrong & hurt you.

I don't know what's happening now.

Please tell me the truth.

I really wanna know.

Scolded me without a reason?

Just make me curious if I'm rebellion and don't listen to dad and mum.

Just a meet up is very common for me.

I don't know why I shouldn't do that.

I'm not purposely want to get a close relationship with anyone.

I just want to feel homely.

I have to admit that I have a TERRIBLE HOMESICK recently.

I thought I can be tough to overcome it but I can't do that anymore.

I just want to finish off my final sem exam quickly & go home!

Burst with tears after chatting with bro.

Haiz.

I'm not an idiot or childish.

Don't make feel that I'm an useless daughter who cares other people more that my own FAMILY.

Please.

I know what are good and bad for me.

All of you just make me feel guilty.

I hate my FEELING right now!

FAMILY is the most important people in my life FOREVER!

Sometimes I don't call back or pick up phone because I'm busy till late at night.

Not that I don't miss my family and purposely do that.

I'm jealous for those who can go back every weekend ok?

I also want to go home!

Life in hostel is like as if I'm a prisoner!

Life in campus sucks!

A mixture of BM & BI teaching.

Not interested in some subjects.

Stupid e-learning contract system which everyone needs to clear off 8 credit hours.

Life in KL is not as good as you think.

I really think these

"Is it a good thing to sacrifice my music knowledge to study nutrition?"

"Why did I keep my feelings & accepted my parents' advices to come UKM?"

"What if I regret after all?"

Such an EMO girl to write this post!

LIFE IS SO COMPLICATED!

1 word to describe my feeling now:

SIAN~~~~~

October baby :)

Loves to chat.
Loves those who love them.
Loves to takes things at the centre.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.

Are these true about me? :)

My new Chingu! :)

151011 is a memorable day in my uni life.

I finally get to meet this kpop chingu!

I was worried that we would have awkward moments during this first meeting.

I know her since last year but we never meet.

Thanks to RACHEL RURAN LEONG who introduces her to me during matriculation!

Due to the distance between our hometowns, we just sms, tweeter & fb chat to each other.

Our first meeting was awesome!

We went Midvalley Golden Screen Cinema to watch 2am Show!

She chia me snowflakes too.

We chatted a lot.

Although it was the first meeting, I feel that she's my CLOSE FRIEND who I know for so many years!

We met again after I finished mid-sem exam.

I brought another kpop kaki chingu with me.

We went Sushi King & she found out I'm a SALMON LOVER!

I ordered 4 plates of salmon-related sushi out of 6 plates!

hahaha!

After that, we watched "In Time" at GSC.

Awesome movie! A MUST-WATCH movie!

We went to the PC fair & bought the same type of headsets!

She'll definitely read this blog!

*read this ya!*

Dear Evelynn,

You're totally a RACHEL-like girl! That's why both of you can be so close to each other. Anyways, I don't owe you anything anymore. Haha. Hopefully we can always meet each other for these 4 years! Gumawo for everything ya! Chingu forever! :)

Love,
your cute kpop chingu! XP

My very FIRST exam in university

Finally finished my exam today!

Woohoo!

What a relief!

My feeling about this very first exam?

It's quite different from matriculation.

Instead of objective questions,

We have Multiple Choice Questions (MCQ).

It's so confusing!

True or False, that's what you need to do.

Essays as usual.

I sat for 5 papers.

Anatomy: Quite ok.

Nutrition Health: just simply wrote down whatever food which appeared in my mind. XP

Physiology: Essays ok. MCQ die.

Instrumentation: KILLER SUBJECT!! Hopefully can pass well & will not affect my CGPA. Pray
hard.

Biochemistry: Organic chemistry is kind to me! Quite confident for this paper! :D


What shall I do now??

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!!! Don't touch books for a week!!!! :DD

19th Birthday

19th October is the most important day for my whole life.

I should appreciate to my beloved Daddy & Mummy for bringing me to this world.

THANK YOU!

It was quite a different day for this year.

No close friends and family celebrate with me.

No cake.

No presents.

No kml friends and room mates with me.

It was kinda miss those moments when my best best buddies gave me a LATE surprise in my room.

This year,

I received a lot of wishes from friends and family through fb, twitters and sms!

I received a SURPRISE from my course mates too!

Wow!

They're AWESOME!

They sang birthday song for me in lecture hall!

I was so shy!

haha!

After that, my class rep brought me to the back door.

Suddenly, my chinese coursemates sang song again with 12 DOUGHNUTS!

So cute!

I was quite touched!

I'm officially 19 right now.

Hopefully my birthday wishes will come true. :)