A True Meaning of Christmas for me :)

It's that time of year again. December has come and with it all the joys of Christmas. But what is the real meaning of Christmas? Is it the gifts under the tree, the lights in the windows, the cards in the mail, turkey dinners with family and friends, snow in the yard, stockings hanging in the living room, and shouts of "Merry Christmas" to those who pass us in the streets? Is this really Christmas?

For many people, Christmas is a time of sorrow. They don't have the extra money to buy presents for their children, family, and friends. Many are saddened at Christmastime when they think of their loved ones who will not be able to come home for various reasons. Turkey dinners may be only a wish and not a reality for some.

Yet, Christmas can be a season of great joy. It is a time of God showing His great love for us. It can be a time of healing and renewed strength. You see, Christmas is when we celebrate the birth of the Christ child. God sent His Son, Jesus, into the world to be born. His birth brought great joy to the world. Shepherds, wise men, and angels all shared in the excitement of knowing about this great event. They knew this was no ordinary baby. The prophets had told of His coming hundreds of years before. The star stopped over Bethlehem just to mark the way for those who were looking for this special child.

Why did He come? Why did God send His son to this sometimes cruel and hard world? He sent Jesus to us so that one day, He would grow up to become a very important part of history. His story (history) is one of truth, love, and hope. It brought salvation to all of us. Without Jesus, we would all die in our sins.

Jesus was born so one day the price could be paid for the things we have done that are wrong. The Bible says that all have sinned. We are all born with a sin nature. We do things that do not please God. Through the sins of Adam and Eve, we have all inherited that sin nature. We need to have that removed. The only way is through Jesus. Jesus came so He could die on the cross for ALL of our sins. If we believe that Jesus died for our sins, we can ask Him to come into our hearts and forgive us. Then, we are clean and made whole. We can know that heaven is a place where we can go to when this life is over.

We can truly be happy at Christmas! No matter what may be happening, we can know that we are His children. We then become sons and daughters of God. Heaven will be our home one day.

Look at Christmas in a new way this year. This is the year to invite Jesus into your heart. You will then have a "Merry Christmas." The joy and peace you will receive will last all year as you look to God for all your needs to be met.

Jesus Is The Reason For The Season! Rejoice!

Emo Blog

Like what Evelynn said,

Life is full of WHYs.

I'm so sorry if I did anything wrong & hurt you.

I don't know what's happening now.

Please tell me the truth.

I really wanna know.

Scolded me without a reason?

Just make me curious if I'm rebellion and don't listen to dad and mum.

Just a meet up is very common for me.

I don't know why I shouldn't do that.

I'm not purposely want to get a close relationship with anyone.

I just want to feel homely.

I have to admit that I have a TERRIBLE HOMESICK recently.

I thought I can be tough to overcome it but I can't do that anymore.

I just want to finish off my final sem exam quickly & go home!

Burst with tears after chatting with bro.

Haiz.

I'm not an idiot or childish.

Don't make feel that I'm an useless daughter who cares other people more that my own FAMILY.

Please.

I know what are good and bad for me.

All of you just make me feel guilty.

I hate my FEELING right now!

FAMILY is the most important people in my life FOREVER!

Sometimes I don't call back or pick up phone because I'm busy till late at night.

Not that I don't miss my family and purposely do that.

I'm jealous for those who can go back every weekend ok?

I also want to go home!

Life in hostel is like as if I'm a prisoner!

Life in campus sucks!

A mixture of BM & BI teaching.

Not interested in some subjects.

Stupid e-learning contract system which everyone needs to clear off 8 credit hours.

Life in KL is not as good as you think.

I really think these

"Is it a good thing to sacrifice my music knowledge to study nutrition?"

"Why did I keep my feelings & accepted my parents' advices to come UKM?"

"What if I regret after all?"

Such an EMO girl to write this post!

LIFE IS SO COMPLICATED!

1 word to describe my feeling now:

SIAN~~~~~

October baby :)

Loves to chat.
Loves those who love them.
Loves to takes things at the centre.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.

Are these true about me? :)

My new Chingu! :)

151011 is a memorable day in my uni life.

I finally get to meet this kpop chingu!

I was worried that we would have awkward moments during this first meeting.

I know her since last year but we never meet.

Thanks to RACHEL RURAN LEONG who introduces her to me during matriculation!

Due to the distance between our hometowns, we just sms, tweeter & fb chat to each other.

Our first meeting was awesome!

We went Midvalley Golden Screen Cinema to watch 2am Show!

She chia me snowflakes too.

We chatted a lot.

Although it was the first meeting, I feel that she's my CLOSE FRIEND who I know for so many years!

We met again after I finished mid-sem exam.

I brought another kpop kaki chingu with me.

We went Sushi King & she found out I'm a SALMON LOVER!

I ordered 4 plates of salmon-related sushi out of 6 plates!

hahaha!

After that, we watched "In Time" at GSC.

Awesome movie! A MUST-WATCH movie!

We went to the PC fair & bought the same type of headsets!

She'll definitely read this blog!

*read this ya!*

Dear Evelynn,

You're totally a RACHEL-like girl! That's why both of you can be so close to each other. Anyways, I don't owe you anything anymore. Haha. Hopefully we can always meet each other for these 4 years! Gumawo for everything ya! Chingu forever! :)

Love,
your cute kpop chingu! XP

My very FIRST exam in university

Finally finished my exam today!

Woohoo!

What a relief!

My feeling about this very first exam?

It's quite different from matriculation.

Instead of objective questions,

We have Multiple Choice Questions (MCQ).

It's so confusing!

True or False, that's what you need to do.

Essays as usual.

I sat for 5 papers.

Anatomy: Quite ok.

Nutrition Health: just simply wrote down whatever food which appeared in my mind. XP

Physiology: Essays ok. MCQ die.

Instrumentation: KILLER SUBJECT!! Hopefully can pass well & will not affect my CGPA. Pray
hard.

Biochemistry: Organic chemistry is kind to me! Quite confident for this paper! :D


What shall I do now??

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!!! Don't touch books for a week!!!! :DD

19th Birthday

19th October is the most important day for my whole life.

I should appreciate to my beloved Daddy & Mummy for bringing me to this world.

THANK YOU!

It was quite a different day for this year.

No close friends and family celebrate with me.

No cake.

No presents.

No kml friends and room mates with me.

It was kinda miss those moments when my best best buddies gave me a LATE surprise in my room.

This year,

I received a lot of wishes from friends and family through fb, twitters and sms!

I received a SURPRISE from my course mates too!

Wow!

They're AWESOME!

They sang birthday song for me in lecture hall!

I was so shy!

haha!

After that, my class rep brought me to the back door.

Suddenly, my chinese coursemates sang song again with 12 DOUGHNUTS!

So cute!

I was quite touched!

I'm officially 19 right now.

Hopefully my birthday wishes will come true. :)

Hustle and Bustle

It's been a while since I updated my blog!

4 months of holidays finally was over. And I'm here! The capital city of Malaysia - KUALA LUMPUR! :)

SEPTEMBER was a meaningful month for me! This is the month I start a brand new life in a "foreign" country. I can consider myself as an OVERSEA student as I cross the South China Sea to come to KL! haha! Funny joke from Michelle! As a university student (freshman) in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia, I experienced a lot of stupid & unforgettable stuffs!

• An UNEXPECTED-TOO-RELAX Orientation Week
  
• Bulan Mesra Pelajar especially Perang Dectar which I cheered like a crazy person that night
• JPD Informal Orientation by the 2nd year seniors (being a ZOMBIE for the judgement night performance)
• FAC Freshmen Night (sang Jay Chou's rival-LeeHom's song =.= )
• JPD Interaction Day (kpop dance performance)

Although it was kinda torturing & tiring, but these unforgettable memories have made my uni life more interesting!

For the academic part? Ermmm..... For this semester, I need to study 5 subjects - Anatomy, Health Physiology, Nutrition Health, Instrumentation & Basic Biochemistry. Anatomy & Physiology are the most torturing subjects! I HATE Instrumentation the most! The worst thing is - I need to sit for BM paper for this subject! Sob Sob Sob! I sleep a lot during lectures! haha!

As for the co-curriculum part? haha! I'm not going to join a lot of activities anymore! I'm lazy to grab merit marks too! I don't want to stay in hostel after my 1st year! Yup! Just need to join activities with the Learning Contract thingy. I join musical club! At least that is the only job I know how to do. I join Christian Fellowship! I find a lot of english speaking seniors there! Quite happy that there are still chinese who are not that traditional chinese people. haha!

I think I should end my updates here. Exams are coming soon! It's next week! Arghhhh! My very FIRST exam in university! I will update about my very special day soon! And also the outing day with my beloved chingu- evelynn! Dear blog, just wait for my return! :D

2am in Malaysia again!!

EXTREMELY HAPPY!!!!

I missed 2am showcase in May although I got a free ticket after the showcase.
(It's a package with the limited edition saint's o'clock album)

Last week a kpop friend told me that there's a 2am concert 3D show at Singapore.

Sign again! Why only in Singapore? So troublesome! Gotta make a passport for my 2am?!

I have a program at uni that time too! No way!!!

Being upset for a few days. :(

But now.....

I received GREAT news from my kpop kaki last night!!!!!

2am concert 3D show in Malaysia!!

Wheeee!!!!

I MUST GO!!!

It's on 13th October!!

It's gonna be the BEST birthday present ever in my whole life!!

Although I can't see their real faces like someone who is so LUCKY (you know I know). haha!

But it's still a good present!

2am & 2pm!! Yesss!!! :D

2pm mode on!

PUT YOUR HANDS UP & GET YOUR DRINKS UP! 2pm Hands Up Asia Tour in Malaysia on 26th November!!

I'll be at kl that time!

Please GOD!!

I'm sincerely pray that I can go to the concert!

Please!!

*Evelynn will go with me right? Promise* ><

Happy or Sad?

2 more weeks to go.

Remind myself all the time.

Happy or Sad?

Anyways,

Just enjoy the rest of the days before I head off to continue my life journey.

It's kinda torturing about the university's orientation for next WHOLE month. (Don't think about it!!)

Wondering why LOCAL universities always like to waste their time to do these LAME stuffs!!

Arghhhh!

What to do?

It's a FACT that I'll go through it next month.

*THINK POSITIVELY!!* :)

Dream vs Reality

It's about time to choose between DREAM and REALITY in my life.

Of course, everyone would hope that dreams come true.

Sometimes, dreams can become realities in life.

But, realities cannot be dreams for some people.

So, We should face reality and somehow force ourselves to give up on our dreams. =(


*may my dreams will come true one day.*

Give Up!

Haaaaaaaaaaaaa..................Cheeeewwwwwww!!!!!

*cough cough*

Haaaaaaa...........Ccccchhhheeeewwwww!!!

*cough cough cough*

After a long term holiday,my immune system is giving up.

Running nose! Coughing! Sore Throat! Headache!

Panadol. Strepsils. Tissues.

What a wonderful day. =(

high school

I went to school this morning. The school was having food and fun fair today for fund raising. I still can't believe that I left my high school for 2 years already! I was a student who was shouting "lelong lelong" and "buy 1 free 1" at the school food fair two years ago! And this morning, I was a visitor who "forced" by my juniors and teachers to buy food and play games from them!

I was very GLAD that my juniors still recognize and greet me in school! I was very HAPPY that I saw my high school friends and teachers (you know who you are) too! I saw my seniors who guided & taught me well in school!

I went to school with yet soong and yet mian. We walked around the school and we reflected a lot of memories. I was very PROUD of my high school! I'm PROUD to be a FOREVER TERESIAN! LOVE AND SERVE! I'll perform my TERESIAN SPIRIT in my life! =)

Effects of LONG holiday

It's the end of JUNE now.

2nd month of holiday.

2 more months of honeymoon.

I should jot down the effects of my long holiday:

~FAT!!! Kuching food is too nice that I MUST taste all of them! Except for kolok mee. Even though I'm from kuching,but I never like kolok mee. There are a lot of new kopitiams & restaurants too! I admit that I'm a FOOD LOVER! Motto for myself: EAT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN! =D

~LACK OF EXERCISE! Actually I don't exercise a lot.So it's normal to seldom see me exercise.Tip to make me slim down:don't eat too much in uni. (experience this in matric.It helped a lot.) hehe.

~KPOP! This is the WORST effect! KPOP DRAMAS! KPOP SONGS! KPOP SHOWS! KPOP CHANNELS IN ASTRO! KPOP MUSIC VIDEOS! KPOP MAGAZINES! KPOP POSTERS! KPOP ALBUMS! Woohoo! See??!! Kpop virus keeps on conquering my brain! I'm currently downloading lots of kpop stuffs for my UNI life! I know that I'll get outdated from kpop world once I enter uni. (ps: chinese songs in my phone? not more than 10 songs! Oppss!)

~LACK OF USING MY BRAIN CORRECTLY! Yup! I admit that my brain is getting rusty now. Wondering whether I still remember Biology,Chemistry,Mathematics or not.Wakakaka.

~LACK OF READING PROPER BOOKS! I READ a lot! But not story books! Although I bought a book "Eat,Pray,Love" by Elizabeth Gilbert last 2 weeks,but it's still on chapter 10 since last week. Haha!

~SHOPAHOLIC! Haiz! I can't control myself! Hate leh! Giving my money to PADINI CONCEPT STORE,YG MAGAZINE,EPOP MAGAZINE & MBO CINEMA almost every month now! I should stop it! *crossing fingers*

~INTERNET! Everyday busy downloading movies,dramas.Surfing kpop websites.

In conclusion,the MAIN EFFECT of this holiday is...........

I'M TOO INTO KPOP WORLD UNTIL I'M EXTREMELY OBSESSED WITH IT! TWO WORDS TO DESCRIBE MYSELF: KPOP MANIAC!

Laughter is the BEST medicine!

What is a word made up of 4 letters

yet is also made up of 3.

Although is written with 8 letters,

and then with 4.

Rarely consists of 6,

and never is written with 5.

The BEST gift

I just receive the Best gift today!

I did it!

Study hard!

Study smart!

God knows that I deserve to get this result!

Thank you LORD!

Congratulations!

Semester 1- 4.0

Semester 2- 4.0

CGPA- 4.0

GREAT!!!!! =D

Stay Alive!

It's been a while since I update my blog.

Actually I wanna delete this blog since I'm so LAZY to update it and have no idea what to update.

But....

From now on....

I'll TRY MY BEST to write at least some words here...

hehe....

Finally I've completed my one-year pre-uni programme.

Seems that time flies fast.

I can't deny that I miss my Sabahan & Sarawakian friends & also my beloved roomates.

You guys are AWESOME!

You guys are the ones who make my pre-uni life happier.

I swear that I won't go back there ever again.

SERIOUSLY!

I'll enjoy my LONG Holiday!

I hope that I won't get FAT! *crossing fingers*

DON'T GET FAT! =p

FIRST POST in 2011

It's been a while that I didn't update my blog. I'm really sorry. I'm quite lazy to update it regularly. The internet connection here is not really good.

Before I want to start my 2011 journey with a peaceful heart, just wanna recoil back what I did for last year! Time machine! Bring us back to 2010 now! *poof*

January: I'm free from uniform, text books, nonsense rules! Weeeeee! But I miss my school very much especially the canteen food! I went school to visit band & helped my juniors during audition. Just realise that my juniors are graduated like me now. I feel old!

February: Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day! Of course I chose to celebrate CNY instead of Valentine's Day right? I'm proud to be SINGLE! Had lots of fun with family and friends. Hope that I can spend my CNY time with them again this year. I should plan properly. I have only 3 days to celebrate CNY in 2011! It's not enough for me!

March: Did nothing actually. Since no more homework & co-curriculum activities, I worked with my mum. I used to complain a lot that the only stuff I can do was playing piano everyday, and now I really miss my piano very very much! I really wish that I only need to play piano or violin and join orchestra to gain money! I really envy those people who can join orchestra! Since I choose this biology pathway, I should not regret now.

April: The most kan-chiong moment in 2010! SPM result day! JPA Interview! Pre-uni result day! I was quite satisfied with my SPM result. I didn't cry! It's true! haha! But EST killed me! Arghhhh! First interview experience in my life (prefect's interviews are excluded). It was quite an interesting day & I met Fiona & Marilyn! Although I didn't get JPA scholarship, but I know that God will give me what I want in my life! Pre-uni made me in dilemma that time. It was a Friday. I went to register for UCSI A Levels in the morning. In the afternoon, I suddenly got a message. It said, "Tahniah! Anda terpilih untuk pergi ke Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan." I was pissed off! What the heck? I got it??!! I just applied it for FUN! Fine!

May: My miserable life starts in this month. LAME Orientation week. Seniors bullied juniors. Hate it! I really hate this place! I didn't know why I choose to come here! I complained a lot! Why my friends can get scholarships? Why can they go overseas? Why can they choose places they like to study? Why am I the unlucky one? Why? Why? Why?

June-July: I complained less. I can adopt this lack-of-water environment. I met great friends who treat me like a BABY. I join college choir and become busy like high school. I started to feel the toughness of pre-uni.

August: Mid-term exam semester 1. I thought I was prepared for it. In the end. A piece of SHIT result slip! I finally fell down! I felt numbness! I felt stupid! I nearly give up! I wanna go home! I don't want to continue my journey anymore! I felt tired! I felt that I spent my majority time on unnecessary stuffs instead of studies!

September: I like this month! I met most of my friends! I spent more time with my close friends! Especially my church friends! This was the time that I finally found out something. But I was afraid that I can't grant this wish. I'll wait! Maybe one day that person will realise it.

October: My birthday! I missed my 17th birthday! I got 3 surprises! For my 18th birthday, it was the 1st time I didn't celebrate it with my family & high school friends. I was quite sad because it was my final semester 1 exam too! My birthday versus chemistry paper! Arghhhh! Screwed up! But I was quite surprised that my close friends here bought me a GOOD quality cake that supposed to stick on my face but failed! haha! Thanks buddies!

November: I started my brand new semester 2 life! It's getting tougher compared to semester 1. The lecturers were rushing like crazy to finish the syllabus. 1 new chapter per week. Someone told me this- know your priorities & only take up certain responsibilities. To avoid a piece of shit appears again, I have to remember this quote everyday as my advice. I got my Final Semester result too! I have confidence to get what I want now! I finally can prove that to strike good results, intelligence and hardwork are the most important elements and not luck!

December: No caroling for me. Sad. Family vacation at sabah. happy! Shopping, Church-ing & of course my favourite stuff- Food-ing! This was the time that I should think carefully of my route after matriculation. Pharmacy? Nutrition & Dietetics? Medicine? Dentistry? I don't know what to choose! God! Please help me to pick a right choice!


I have no wish for this new year right now. I just hope that I can get good result in this coming exam! If I smell exam, I can smell holiday! Kuching! I'm coming back again!

The end. XD